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hej bloggen.

sitter typ i mörkret så ser ingenting. :( orkar inte gå och tända lampan.

men jaja.

ska sitta hemma och mysa idag för jag har så fucking ont i min rygg och mina axlar. 

såg 8 mile förut. de va inte världens bästa och inte så jätte dålig hlr .. den får 5 av 10. 

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you better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
you only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime.

Girls are much more than what they seem. They're are more than just the make up, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside, they are more then just whiny bitches. we're so much more.. too bad some boys can't understand. a girl's life as a bitch itself. on a daily basis we deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, curshes, exes, appearance, insecurity, bullying and so much more. everyday we wake up, we have to shower. we have to fix our hair. then, we have to get dressed. we spend hours infront of our mirror for you. making sure we look good. then we have to apply make up. while doing all this, there's so much more to consider.. especially gossipers and guys. if something is to short they'll call us whore. something's too long, they'll call us ugly. we go through buckets of ice cream because we've had too many broken hearts. we cry beacuse bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch. we can't can't complain because we don't wanna be annoying. we trust people, then they end up stabbing us in the back. we learn stuff the hard way. every guy out there makeing a period joke, like are you for real? no. just beacuse your a little bitch and pissing me off doesn't mean im on my peariod. get over it. we get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people. we love hard, and hurt hard. we care too much. we're never understood. we go through so much trouble when you don't even notice. we listen to songs till five in the morning and fall asleep to it just because it reminds us of you. we try so hard to impress you, while dealing with all that's said about us. after everything, we sit our asses down on our blogs and reblog everything that remind us of you. we spill our guts out to our bestfriends who've probably had enough of you. we go on facebook and check your profile a million times, and to through all your pictures even if we have seen them all before. we hear what people say about us, and sometimes we break inside. but no matter what, even after everything, we have to came out strong. we have to put a big smile on our faces and pretend everything's ok. we have to act nice towards the haters, even knowing everything that they said about us. we love even though we know we shouldn't. and we wait for something that'll never happen. but no matter what, we manage to act like everything's fine, even though everything is falling apart. that's a day in a girl's life. imagine dealing with that all everyday. we're so much more than what you think. so much more than what we seem.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              - Sara.

så lät de när kiropraktorn knäckte min rygg idag. 

sen så tryckte han typ vid mina höfter och de gjorde så jävla ooont! han ba

sara, andas! 

haha. :( 

jaja hejdå.

minnen.

jag dog lite..